anyway, meant to post this a while ago.

siewying slacking away!!
in the school library. playing games on the GC. haha xD

i think that was sally on the left, trying to see what siewying was doing with her GC.
(something sneaky, i suspect) haha!

me looking weird, and someone emo-ing away.
actually i can't recall if this was before the FISH AND CHICKEN incident haha!

taken at some random restaurant cafe in amk hub.

o.o

what are holidays if they are not holidays at all?

instead of a time meant for r&r&r, i feel even more pressurised than usual. Didn't even sleep well last night, getting pissed off from an msn convo, which i think spurred me to wake up at 2am, 5am, and eventually at 9am shivering away.

and my cold isn't getting better. must be due to my unfitful sleep last night. I didn't even off the damn com. Left if on the whole night. with MSN still signed in summore. SHIT!

Can't wait to leave this blasted country. and sever all ties with some assholes.

can't believe that i've been listening to such poison since young. and to think i trusted you so much. and your bastard offspring. especially. i know its all because of your jealousy. i saw your face when i told you i was in hc. so what if you can't hold a candle to the rest of us? the ratrace is as such. anw, your attitude makes me feel nauseated

Ok ranted enough. Anyway, today was highly interesting. I'm glad i didn't go back st nicks. Class lunch was uber/chao/absolutely fun!!

Haha the series of unfortunate events started when sijin said, "auntie, 帅哥来了" at golden rooster. Which promptly spurred a chain of events that went like this:

1. exploding lemon juice bottle results in splattered lemon sauce all over
2. exploding pao pao cha cup results in a temporary sea of tea
   
3. sugarless drink O_o
4. me and den kena too! forced to take bus back to coro through a series of scams -_-
5. eileen nearly didn't take her cow home today xD
6. meisiew also kena T_T

All in all everyone kinda kena-ed the SSS (smoky sijin syndrome xDD) except kenneth -.-

Anyway, it didn't end there apparently.

I was in my room in the afternoon, with the air con on. Then there suddenly was sounds of the motor in the aircon. I was super startled, so i switched off the aircon. 15 minutes later, i switched it on again. And the darn sound started again. Was super pissed, so i turned around my chair and stared at it. The sound stopped.

Then a scratchy sound.

Then with a nice "plop" sound, a lizard tail was promptly spewed out of the aircon which landed on my floor.

I freaked out rarhs. Its still there, innocently and nonchalantly lying on the floor, looking absolutely pathetic. -_-

Ok anyway i looked back up at the aircon, and was super pissed to realise that that fcking lizard was still alive. Dao-ed the stupid thing and turned back to my com. Then the stupid creature went back into the aircon and started making noises. -_- With me waching videos summore.

Then the sounds stopped again.

I turned around.

In a nice parabolic path, the lizard flew out of the aircon in a shapely arc and landed "splat" on my floor.

And i freaked out again. I approached the disgusting 尸体 with loads of apprehension. It kinda jerked, so i jumped back. Anw, i thought it was dead/dying/at its limits, so i gleefully went "hah, you're dead you stupid lizard!"

But then anyway, after my bath, i came out and the darn thing was gone.

But i heard from my sis later that she saw it making its solitary way out of my room and down the stairs.

I can just imagine in my mind, the crippled lizard dragging its mess of a body, ambling slowly down my stairs. *shudders*

Anyway, i'm staring at that awful lizard tail, near my handphone charger. 实在太恶心了。 bleahhh....

rant:
1) hmph u better fcking appreciate my effort of going all out to do so. so what if i forgot? to err is human. Call me irresponsible, i don't fcking care.

Call me irresponsible
Call me unreliable
Throw in undependable, too

Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Well, I'm not too clever, I
I just adore you

So, call me unpredictable
Tell me I'm impractical
Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue

Call me irresponsible
Yes, I'm unreliable
But it's undeniably true
That I'm irresponsibly mad for you (as if)

Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Girl, I'm not too clever, I
I just adore you (the harsh tongue, yeah right)

Call me unpredictable
Tell me that I'm so impractical
Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue (in my nightmares)

Go ahead call me irresponsible
Yes, I'm unreliable
But it’s undeniably true
I'm irresponsibly mad for you (as if)

You know it’s true
Oh, baby it’s true

2) Ok, so you love to dao. Go on dao summore. And get outta my life.

Rebel Meets Rebel Get Outta My Life Lyrics

I've been cool for far too long
Just a matter of time before I break
I took more shit than I wanted to take
You can't look me in the eyes
Somethings gone wrong and you know I know
I'm like a stick of dynamite ready to blow
I just can't accept your lies no more
It ain't my fault that you can't take it
just ain't cool if you have to fake it

(pre chorus)
Don't threaten me just pack your trash
and don't let the door hit you in the ass
get outta my life!

(chorus)
Get up get gone I gotta keep on keeping on
Too much pain and too much strife up yours
get outta my life!
Get up get gone I gotta keep on keeping on
Too much pain and too much strife up yours
get outta my life!

I ain't gonna be cool no more
You took advantage of my whole deal
this ain't about you it's the way I feel
Nothin's ever good enough
Your never satisfied heard it all before
when you give all you got you can't give no more
It's too late to change my mind
I can't turn back the hands of time
you should have noticed the danger sign

(pre chorus)
Don't threaten me just pack your trash
and don't let the door hit you in the ass
Get outta my mother f**king like!

(chorus)
Get up get gone I gotta keep on keeping on
Too much pain and too much strife up yours
get outta my life!
Get up get gone I gotta keep on keeping on
Too much pain and too much strife up yours
get outta my life!

(repeat chorus)

Ok, sudden song lyrics.

I've been having weird dreams lately!

Just now i got home, and was so totally knocked out that i just fell asleep. And omg, i just flipped my own theory that you must sleep for many hours before you can dream. I only slept for 2 hours and i had a dream!

This time it involved an MRT station, heavy rain, a bistro restaurant (O_o), a bus ride, my aunt (-_-"), some ppl from school, some ppl from my old school, life sized coke cans (o.o), and a backstage that looks like the one at VCH.

Seriously no link. But at least it was quite real life, nothing scary or no out of the world experiences. Haha.

Anyway, to den: should i dl stepmania!?

To Tinghui and e rest: WHEN GO BACK SN???

叉烧包！！

Ever get the feeling you're getting too much of something?

Like eating a char shao bao day and night non stop? Till the char siew looks like mashed up mud and the whole bao looks like an inedible lump of clay?

That's when you get the feeling of 溺.


Arghs. Its bad enough to "eat" something often, then its extended to haunt you every single minute of the day and of the night. Arghhh. I wanna say what it is out loud, but for fear of political incorrectness and the eyes constantly watching you on the internet, its better not to.

Then again, I wonder if anyone can spot the hidden meaning behind my words. Haha. Food. That's such a random metaphor to use. Utterly weird in fact.

Bleahh sick and tired of it. Char shao bao sucks. Its always sucked in fact. I never liked it. And what's inside of it makes me sick. Really sick. The filling is what sucks the most actually. Maybe it would be bearable without the filling, then again, it wouldn't be called a char shao bao without the presence of the filling right?

Then again, not all filling is good. In a bad char shao bao, it would be expected to contain lots of fatty filling just to take up space. Often discarded, and spit out. Unwanted. Though some would favour it? But usually neglected and scoffed at. Bahh.

But no char shao bao can ever be perfect. So the unwanted bits always exist. And so the mighty char shao bao remains imperfect, something I hate!

我已经吃到溺了！！

What's with the sudden Facebook craze?? Its even been featured in Time mag. ZOMG.

Anyway, went out for dinner with manda, tinghui and siewying yesterday night, and treated them to popcorn set x(( cos i pangseh them on mon wahahha. Anyway, the movie, 兄弟, was uhh, quite lousy lah.. I feel that the 剧情 was not very convincing and uhh, the characterisation was a bit 勉强 also la haha. Anyway, that's not the main point and highlight of the day.

Cos manda and tinghui did something really funny at the restaurant during dinner. I think i'll spare them the embarrassment by not talking about it here. HHAHAHA. (Hint: chicken and fish. xDDDD)

Had a weird dream last night. Involved SnChoir people like juniors and grey tag batch, also involved sng school campus, anderson jc school campus, a lot of ppl who get on my nerves, ppl who don't get on my nerves, and a weird treasure hunt, and a place in the ajc school campus that looks like hcjc's rooftop. Seriously weird.

should i be grateful or sad? i don't really know.

maybe i should live in yesterday today, and never tomorrow.

Yes, finally the holidays are nearly upon me. Mmm, peace and solitude at home. Less retards to interact with. I can't wait.

ooh just realized my blog will be one year old in 5 days. of course, though it existed b4 that, it mysteriously disappeared into the oblivion. not kidding, the exact same url summore.

ok spa was weird.

and back to pw again.

back to choir again.

oh lets sing about the wonders of life.